散漫週未

這週未我睡到中午還不願起床，非常散漫。本來明天要交唐山大地震的小組報紙，我不斷地等待，直至今晚居然還沒有討論大綱分工。大家好像豪不關心這事。我由最初平時的緊張轉為絕望，最後變成散漫放棄。結果這週未沒有任何溫習，只是今天下午回校與同學談天說地。漸漸我發現散漫的態度居然平伏本來緊張情緒，心境開朗起來。然而我知道不能散漫下去，要回來了。

Regionally, there is two kind of people in the world. One kind feel that there is someone who governs the world, takes care of their lives; the other kind believes that the existence of the world and human beings are just a fortune, the world is just the probability, everyone relies on their own. The first kind of people fulfill with hope as they believe that somebody will take care of their lives; the second kind fulfill with fear as there is just uncertainty. I am still the second kind, I will not cheat myself into something unrealistic.