Hardly Expressing myself

I realised that my language ability has been poorly developed. When I was in primary school, I could hardly hear the lyrics of TV drama theme songs, however my schoolmates heard them well. Still, I didn't take serious attention to this problem until I was in Form 4 when I had to make oral presentation which was a part of the public exam. I finally noticed that I couldn't speak and think simultaneously. As a result, I got an unsatisfactory grade. After CE, I had some spare time to think of myself. I discovered the problem is much more serious than I thought. Due to the problem, I made little friends. Very often when I have a very good idea, I could not explain it well, and friends feel itself odd.
Besides, I was socially inactive in primary and in junior forms, probably due to I got little chances to meet new friends- My mum took me home after school throughout the primary and brought my lunch in the school lunch hours, so I could make little friends at that period when I thought back it the crucial period.
Still, I was still finally lucky to find a powerful tool to learn a language-which proved work from friends-to listen to music and radio speech programmes which are of high quality. I am looking forward to enjoy the result.